I give up...I quit...I'm over it...at least for now.
I have recently found a huge disconnect between what I feel in my core is right, good, positive and how I actually lead my life. I need time to get to the bottom of all of this, balance my life back out and find a happy medium.
I'm not going to preach or give my (oh-so beloved) "mom-rants" about being in the moment or the importance of focusing on real life connections, because that's not really the problem.
I'm just frustrated, annoyed and exhausted.
I can't take the information overload anymore. Coming at me from all directions. In my home I have 3 TV's, a desktop computer, 2 laptops, three iPads, two kindles, 1 landline and 3 cell phones. I'm never in silence, never still. I walk from room to room checking devices.
...facebook....email...facebook...instagram...pinterest....facebook....my other email address...twitter...facebook....
and only 10 minutes have passed.
I'm obsessed with what other people are doing.
Friends, acquaintances, family, people I don't even know, business co-professionals, business competitors,
Why do I care where you go on vacation, when you have a cold, how your bosses feet smell bad. And why do you care what I do? You shouldn't.
It's done. I'm done.
My facebook account has been deactivated. I created a dummy profile so I could still manage my business page- to keep you updated with my work and connect as I've always done. But my endless scrolling and refreshing is done.
Yes---it feels scary. I'll be forced to fill that time, I won't have that as a way to "checkout".
I look forward to hearing from people via email, text, phone calls, home visits. I do hope you continue to visit my business page and be as awesome and supportive as you always have been. The followers of my business page are the one good thing about Facebook and I appreciate each and every one of you!!!
If you happen to stumble upon my necessary personal profile, don't attempt to friend request or contact me there---you won't reach me. I may be back-- I will probably be back. But until then I have some REAL work to do.